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new journal [17 Aug 2004|01:09am]
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[16 Aug 2004|12:47am]
[ mood | tired ]

he looks like a princess...a retarded princess....a retarded princess ona tractor...a bit blurry...a blurry retarded princess ona tractor...wow he looks like his dad alot to...a blurry retarded princess on a tractor that looks like his dad.

only my johnny

i love my blurry retarded princess riding a tractor :)

i love my johnny lol

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[12 Aug 2004|11:39pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

I love how we can do nothing, like just lay with each other and stare at the ceiling, but because were together its the best times we've ever had. Or how I can be sitting in front of you with my hair half falling out of a pony tail and my mascara and eyeliner is running down my cheeks and on to your pillow and you still say im the most beautiful thing youve ever seen.

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this is gonna be a long week [09 Aug 2004|03:44pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Alright so im going on vacation 2wice this week. lol

Tuesday-Thurs: Kittery Maine and Water country woo

cme home thursday night and leave again friday morning!

Friday-Tues: Maine w. kt jen and cass! wooo

only not so woo cuz i could only get so many days off and have to come home early.

so its gonna be a busy week. John already said he misses me. I wish i could only leave him once instead of comming home and leaving him again..::sigh::

eh well have fun.

gotta go pack!

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lets see how many lyrics I can find about how i feel right now. [30 Jul 2004|01:04am]
[ mood | sad ]

Memories consume like opening the wound 
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright

A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

okay now for an explination.

I had a dream about my ex-bestfriend kaitlyn the other night. and when i say bestfriend,
i dont mean a petty relationship in the 8th grade. She was in all senses my best friend
and my sister. But stuff happens...life happens, and in such a small amount of time a
a friendship that had lasted since we were 5 was lost. Now, its been about 3 years since
I last talked to her as a friend, maybe longer, and in that time ive grown up alot, ive realized
how important friendship is, maybe more importanly how much I miss her, how much i miss
being her friend. Things could never go back to the way they were, to much has happened
and I understand that, but I hate having this feeling in me knowing how bad things ended. I miss
sleeping over ever friday night. I miss her mom singing to us as she tried to wake us up.
Or the time I spent the weekend because my grandmother was dying.
She was the only one who stuck by me when I was younger. Even though I have plenty of
memories all im left with now is a cold look accross the room when ever I see her and I hate that,
that look hurts more than all of the fights we had.

I know she has a live journal and I hope she sees this.
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bored [24 Jul 2004|02:07am]
[ mood | bored ]

I used to think that,
I would never,
Ever be so sucked in.
You proved me wrong when I held you and felt it take me over!
With you by my side.
I wanted be with you.
And stay with you.
It's so embarrassing...
That I...
Fell In Love.


Here I’m thin between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I’m tossing and tortured till dawn
I view visions of you, then you're gone
I break in two over you, oh,
I break in two, and each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life


And she keeps on asking, "Do you think it hurts much to die?"
It's hurting so much more to stay alive now
She is going to find out how much it hurts to die

She laces her perfume up with death
I feel it in my lungs
So I pull in the deepest breath
And drop my head....

Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give

Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things

just say you would do the same for me.


I think I'm drowning
I want to break the spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction

All lyrics by From Autumn to Ashes except the last which is by Muse
I want to play the game
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.

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[22 Jul 2004|12:13pm]
[ mood | awake ]


thats my thought for the day...^ go. join. their nice in there unlike other communities you will find.

headin to the beach today with ben and jen. ill be back later and update for real.

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ahhhhhhhhhhhh [13 Jul 2004|11:23pm]


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hmph... [10 Jul 2004|02:08pm]
[ mood | jealous ]

As of right now johns in the Gershwin watcin Glinda come down from her bubble..::sigh:: am i jealous? ina word...extremely lol
however this time next week me and jenjen will trade places w. him..literally we have the same seats as they do lol

oh its going to be a long week..

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[09 Jul 2004|12:56pm]
Your Name:Brianne
His/Her Name:John
Your Age:16
His/Her Age:15
Your Birthday:December 31,1987
His/Her Birthday:February 8, 1988
Your Siblings:Ian Alex Ray
His/Her Siblings:Haley
Do You Have A Song?:No Seatbelt Song- Brand New + Nothing Else Matters
When Was Your First Kiss?:October 25, 2003
How Long Have You Been Together:almost 10 months
Do You Think It Will Last:mhm
Have You Made Out Yet?:mhm
Have You Had Sex Yet?:nope
Do You Think It Will Last?:..yes
Are You Friends With His/Her Friends?:mhm
Is He/She Friends With Your Friends?:mhm
What's The Most Sexual Thing You've Done?:hahahahah dont worry about it
What Do You Guys Like To Talk About?:everything
What is their..
Favorite Color?:Green...and black and blue
Favorite Song?:Anything by nirvana and slipknot
Favorite Book?:enders game
Favorite Thing About You?:my eyes
Favorite Movie?:haha not titanic
Favorite Food?:pizza
Anything Else I Should Know?:he runs like a penguin lol
Bored Yet?
Do Your Parents Approve Of Him/Her?:mhm
What Is Your Favorite Thing About Him/Her?:his eyes, laugh and his voice
What Drew You To Him/Her?:at first? probaly him playin guitar thats hott lol
What Drew Them To You?:he said i was funny
Was It Love At First Sight?:mhm
How Long Have You Guys Known Each Other?:since the drama car wash
Were You Friends Before Your Relationship?:ehh kinda lol not like bestfriends tho
Anything Else Ya Wanna Tell Me?:nope
I say "Good Luck To The 2 Of You".:k..

The Boyfriend/Girlfriend Survey brought to you by BZOINK!
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The Fourth Of July [06 Jul 2004|12:15pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Ok lets get a Recap of my crazy Weekend.

+Went up to johns uncles beach house to meet his uncleand his cousins.
-Got lost in Marblehead lol that was funny tho
+ This beach house was amazing..it overlooked a cove/harbor it was beautiful
-there were lots a broken shells and they hurt lol
+His uncle has a bb gun.. :)
+ Im really good at shooting things :)
+So is john
-Namely seagulls
-Fat guy yells at john for stalkin a sea gull because he probaly thinks the gun is a real shotgun so me and johns mom just pretend we dont no him cuz were following john down the beach
- We think the fat guy called the cops because he came back out w. a phone in his hand and was looking john
+they never came
+ me and john watched the pretty sunset over the water and boats :)

+Left early w. mine and johns family to go back to marble head for a party
++ im all excited because i get to sleep over
-------- we get halfway there and the van stalls...everyone piles into johns van abd off we go
----------------------- this means my family has to stay over
+++ i went kayaking twas fun
+went swimmin the cold water..i didnt think it was to bad..so johns mom tipped johns kayak over and in he went.

--said the water was so cold he became a woman lol
++ there was a lady there that had twins..they were adorable and i got to play w. them and hold em
+++ fire works were peerrrrtty
+ the house we stayed in was pretty to the lady who owns it is an artist so it was very cool
--- planes kept goin over the house and they were really loud
+++went downs stairs to sit w. johny and his dad cuz i couldnt sleep
+++ johnny was really upset cuz his mom kept yellin at him so i made him laugh by using his face as a musical instrument lol
+ was finally able to fall asleep
-- woke up at like 8 and went downstairs ..johns so cute when hes asleep lol
++ went to dunkin donuts for breakfast
++ lmao was so out of it that when i saw john on the other side of the room i thought "hey whose that..hes really cute..........oh yea lol"
++then we left and went home
+++ i slept from 12-3 lol

all in all it was an adventure but it was fun :)

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insomnia how i love thee.................... [03 Jul 2004|02:46am]
Ok for the record its 2:47 am..and im still awake.


well yesterday was funi went to johns house at night. Also for the record i did not force him to rent Romeo and Juliet i just batted my eyelashes till he gave in. lol. So yea we rented that and his whole family watched it with us, which was funny cuz me and his dad were reciting whole scenes lol

tonight went to hishouse again to watch the fire works and we had a fire in his yard it was cool.

Johnny wrote me a song and its really really prettyy and i love it lol


We need to get like everyone from school together and do stuff..not like the whole saints population lol but ya kno the "drama kids".
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surveys [01 Jul 2004|05:02pm]
[ mood | bored ]

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:

-Princess Bride: The Tears that kept Buttercup company were not like those that that blinded her into a tree trunk.

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. johns face

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: Dharma and Greg

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 5:05

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:5:05
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:Zoom

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: Getting my candy out of the car

8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
lj icons
9:What are you wearing?: Jeans and a pirate shirt

10: Did you dream last night? What about?:i dont remember

11: When did you last laugh? a few minuts ago when i punched john in the face because i was trying to answer #2

12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?:

alexs art work...my walls are what happens when a 2 year old gets a hold of a sharpie

13: Seen anything weird lately?:
johns face lol hahaha jkjkjkjkjkjkjk umm nope

14: What do you think of this quiz?:
tis weird

15: What is the last film you saw?:
shakespeare in love

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: a lot of stuff..

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:im eating candy

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:make food free..because uh theres alot of starving people..like..umm..me..yea...we can end world hunger starting w. me..sounds good ::nods::

19: Do you like to dance?: is the pope catholic? do dogs bark? do cats moo? no..shit..but yes i love to dance

20: George Bush:

-needs to be castrated w. a dull butter knife

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
uhhh...no i wouldnt call her uhh...isabelle

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?: yes
i hate this country

Hair Color::a mixture lol its dark...its just specifically..idk
Eye Color::brown
School Life
What's your school's mascot?:a saint..how pansy are we
School color(s)?:purple and gold..how gay are we
G.P.A.?:yes i am a member of the german prostitue association.. ;)
Who is your favorite teacher?:The Pierce
What do they teach?:english
Is this your favorite class?:yeppers
Do you use any instant messengers?:yep
If so, which ones?:aim
About how many hours a day do you spend online?:alot..
Do you have a digital camera?:yes a very old one
If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?:umm occasionaly..on some...sites..lol jk
Do you play any instruments?:i play air guitar awsomely
If so, what one(s)?:^^
3 Favorite Genres Of Music::hardcore/punk/some emo
3 Favorite Bands::slipknot, nirvana, evanescance
Do you go to concerts and/or shows?:yep
What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?:ummm idk ithink lke 40
What is the least you've ever spent?:free..god i love bru
Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?:nah
Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?:yes..hanson..
Did you notice the grammatical error in question 29?:....no
Word Association
Pants::on the floor lol
Live Journal::keeps me entertained
Do you think labels are dumb?:yea
Why or why not?:last time i checked im not a can of cambels soup so i dont need a labes a-thank-you
What do people label you as?:goth
How/Why did you get this label?:cuz i dress gothic
Which Is Worse?
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?:emotional
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?:good charlotte
Being Deaf/Being Blind?:deaf
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?:bored
Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?:dominant leg
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?:hmm..idk
Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?:i guess so
Are you romantic?:mmmhmm
Are you in a relationship now?:mmmhhmm
If so, for how long?:9 months
If not, how long have you been single?:
Are you a virgin?:is the moon white/greyish?
What song describes your love life right now?:urhhmm..i like 'everything' alanis morrisette and anything HHHAANNSSOONNN!!!
War: Good or Bad?:bad
What do you think of designer labels?:bad
Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?:britney spears..paris has gotten better
What is it with guys and cars?:they want girls to oo and ahhh over something they have rather than something they dont.. :)
Do you sing?:yeppers
If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)?:alto/2nd soprano i have a big range
Kiss or hug?:both
What color is your room?:blue and green
How old is your mom?:umm 40 i think..maybe 42..yea i think its 42
Black and white or color photos?:both at times
Who cuts your hair?:myself
What color is your toothbrush?:pink
What color is your hair brush?:blue and black
What kind of hair products do you use?:dove accasionaly suave and herbal essance
Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?:you cant get any poorer than walmart lol nah they both rock
Are you sXe?:...
Are you sexy?:::duffman voice:: ohh yyeaa
What color to people tells you looks nice on you?:black...blood red
What color do you think looks nice on you?:^^^^
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?:clothes shopping
Who do you sit with at lunch?
Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?:hell no
Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?:john
What is the website for one of your favorite bands?:idk
Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?:younger
Do you listen to songs on repeat often?:yessums
Who was the last person you hung out with?:john
What did you and that person do?:we went to the beach and we were silly superheros
Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?:yep
How often do you bathe?:2wice a day cuz im ocd
Are you a people-pleaser?:yes i love plesuring people...ugh i mean..pleasing
Do you dye your hair regularly?:yep
What about your eyebrows?:nope
Do you wear makeup?:mhm
If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?:mhm
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?:unedited
Can you beatbox?:nope..i white
Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?:dear god i hope not

100 Questions For Your Answering Pleasure! brought to you by BZOINK!

Your full name::Brianne Mary Anastasia Kuras
Natural hair colour::dark brown
Eye colour::brown
Number of siblings::4
Piercings::2 in each ear
Stuffed animal::my littlefoot stuffed animal
Video game::simpsons road rage
TV show::simpsons and sienfeld
Book::romeo and juliet
Food::any food is my favorite
Game on a cell phone::snake
CD cover::wicked
Flower::any color roses
Scent::joohnnyy and dryer sheets
Animal::black panther
Comic book::garfield
Cereal::honey bunches of oats
Cartoon::the simpsons
Play an instrument?::nope
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?::nope
Like to sing?::yep
Have a job?::nope
Have a cell phone?::nope
Like to play sports?::yep
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?::yep
Have a crush on someone?::yep
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?::nope
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?::nope
Have any special talents/skills?::heheheheh ;) lol jk
Excercise daily?::nope..well..i walk alot
Like school?::sometimes
Sing the alphabet backwards?::nope
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?::yep
Speak any other languages?::yep a lil polish and french
Go a day without food?::noooooooooooooooooooo i cant go an hour
Stay up for more than 24 hours?::yep
Read music, not just tabs?::nope
Roll your tongue?::yep
Eat a whole pizza?::yep
Snuck out of the house?::nope
Cried to get out of trouble?::yep..lots of times
Gotten lost in your city?::nope
Seen a shooting star?::yep
Been to any other countries besides the united states?::nope
Had a serious surgery?::almost
Stolen something important to someone else?::nope
Solved a rubiks cube?::nope
Gone out in public in your pajamas?::yep
Cried over a girl?::....no..
Cried over a boy?::......yes..
Kissed a random stranger?::yes..
Hugged a random stranger?::yes..
Been in a fist fight?::nope
Been arrested?::nope
Done drugs?::nope
Had alcohol?::yep
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?::nope
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?::nope i hate elevators
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?::nope
Swore at your parents?::nope
Been to warped tour?::...no...sigh..
Kicked a guy where it hurts?::hahah yes
Been in love?::yes
Been close to love?::yes
Been to a casino?::yes ona field trip
Ran over an animal and killed it?::nope
Broken a bone?::yep
Gotten stitches?::nope
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?::nope
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?::nope
Made homemade muffins?::yep
Bitten someone?::every day
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?::yep
More than 5 times?::nope
Been to niagra falls?::nope
Burped in someones face?::nopd
Gotten the chicken pox?::yep 2wice
Brushed your teeth::this morning
Went to the bathroom::ummm an hour ago
Saw a movie in theaters::last week
Read a book::last night
Had a snow day::last winter
Had a party::the other day
Had a slumber party::last week
Made fun of someone::5 min ago
Tripped in front of someone::5 min ago lol
Went to the grocery store::yesterday
Got sick::this morning
Cursed::5 min ago
Lights on/lights off::lights off
Body spray/lotion::spray
Headache/stomach ache::headache
Chinese food/mexican food::chinese
French toast/french fries::french fries
Ocean/swimming pool::ocean
p33n/bewbz::....penis lol
Long sleeve/short sleeve::short sleeve
Winter break/spring break::winter break
Clouds/clear sky::clear sky
How many friends do you have?::alot
What are their names?::jen katie john cassie allie ken hayley renee cait etcetc
Do you have a best friend?::mhm
Have you ever liked one of your friends?::mhm
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?::girlfriends
Have you ever lost a friend?::mhm
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?::mhm
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?::to many
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?::yep
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?::a gave em a kidney lol
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?::gave it back
Do you miss any of your old friends?::not really
What friend have you known the longest?::renee
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?::yea
If so, what is it?::urgh..no comment
How often do you spend time with your friends?::alot
Do any of your friends drive?::yep
Has a friend of yours ever died?::yea
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?::crowd 7 peoplei n a 5 passenger car to go get pizza and allie not hanging up her phone right and her mom hearing and us getting b-u-s-t-e-d
What do you think your friends think of you?::they think im silly
Have you ever been in love?::yep
If you have, with who?::johnn
Are you single?::nope
Are you in a relationship?::yep
If so, for how long?::9 month
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?::yep
What is your idea of the best date?::ummmm idk...
What was your first kiss like?::funny lol no i lied traumitizing..friend: any one want to see yaya... me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
How old were you when you got your first kiss?::14
Do you think love is a load of shit?::nope
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?::hmmm alot of stuff
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?::not single but have had 2
Have you ever been dumped?::yep... ggrrrr
Have you ever dumped someone?::nope
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?::hahahahhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaa
Hard::.....lmfao...umm icecream
Space::what is in between johns ears
Good charlotte::SUCKS
Deep::space 9
Jump::off a cliff
am annoyed by::john
would rather::go eat
am tired of::john
will always::love john
What is your favourite genre of music?::hardcore/metal/punk
What time is it now?::5:48
What day is it?::thursday i think
Whens the last time you called someone?::this morning
How much money do you have right now?::nothin
Are you hungry?::yep
Whatcha doin?::waitin for food
Do you like parades?::yep cept for clowns
Do you like the moon?::the moooooooonnn but of course
What are you going to do when youre done with this?::eat
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?::yes cupcupcupcupcupcupcup
If you could have any magical power what would it be?::to fly
Have you ever had a picnic?::yep
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::i had a pink one
What about sock em boppers?::nope
Are you wearing any socks right now?::nope
evil?::mwahahahahahah....i mean..no
smart?::eh at times
talented?::ina special way
brain freeze::jen
orange::jill and erika
drunk drivers::against
united states::against
rock music::for
gay marriage::for
britney spears::against
Sky dive?::yep
Play strip poker?::hahahyep
Run away?::yep
Curse at a teacher?::yep
Not take a shower for a week?::nope
Ask someone out?::yep
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?::nope
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?::yep
Go scuba diving?::yep
Write a book?::yep
Become a rockstar?::yep
Have casual sex?::....no..
What shampoo do you use?::dove
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?::haha....
What kind of computer do you have?::a crappy one
What grade are you in?::11
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?::yep
Or just make out?::yep
How many posters do you have in your room?::alot
How many cds do you have?::alot
What time is it now?::5:52

extremely long survey brought to you by BZOINK!

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dum de dum [30 Jun 2004|12:37am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

.:.your perferct guy survey:.:

1. hair color – dark

2. eye color – brown, sometimes green

3. height – 5'11

4. six pack – nah how about a 4 pack?

5. long or short hair – longish

6. glasses - eh.

7. piercings – eh...i like the lip and tongue one

8. scars –whatever

9. eyebrows –???

10. big butt or little- no butt! lol

11. chest hair – nahhh

12. buff or skinny- in the middle-- skkkinnnyy
13. straight teeth, gap, or braces – straight teeth-

14. funny or serious - both but know when to be which one

15. party or stay at home -both

16. should he cook or bake - both

17. should he have a best friend – yes but i should also be one of his best friends

18. should he have a lotta girlfriends – umm i dunno--- how about girls that are friends should be kept to a friendship not a flirtship

19. outgoing or shy – i think its cute when guys are shy but not toooo shy

20. sarcastic or sincere – both-- keep it toned down on the sarcastic side though

21. should he love his mother? – definetly...but highly unlikely lol

22. should he watch chick flicks?- if he wants to

23. would he be a smoker? – nah i dont go for that stuff

24. would he drink? – if he wanted to a LITTLE

25. would he swear? – when it was called for.

26. would he play with your hair?- mmhhmm

27. one or more girls at a time – definetly not!

28. would he pay for dates? – sometimes-- sometimes we'd split the bill

29. does he kiss on the first date?- depends on the mood of the date

30. where would you go to dinner? – anywhere we wanted to

31. would he bring you flowers?- if he wanted to i guess

32. would he lay under the stars with you?- mmhhmm

33. would he write poetry about you? – haha i love the poem he wrote

34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby? - if he wanted to

35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends? – yea

36. would you hang out with him and HIS friends? - mhm

37. will he walk you to the door at the end? - yes!

38. holding hands - definetly

39. soccer – if thats what he liked.

40. baseball – if thats what he liked also

41. basketball - i dont really like basketball but if he played it thats cool

42. football- sure! i like watching football games

43. water polo- sure i guess

44. surf- sure

45. skateboard - does..and its funny cuz hes a dork

46. snowboard - yea--

47. sing – haha i love it when he sings lol

48. play guitar – guitar players are hot whoooo lol

49. play piano - umm i guess

50. play drums - suurreee but hes better at guitar

51. clean his room – i would hope so

52. paint, draw, sculpt - sure

53. writes his own music - he does and its really good

54. use the word dude - hah he says it alot

55. use the word tight - god no! im not ghetto, i cant understand ghetto people, please never use the word 'tight' around me

56. would he watch the sun rise with you -yea but more sunsets than sunrises

57. what kind of car does he drive - whatever he can afford

58. how old is he – 14 months younger

59. what would his name be – john david birt :)

anyways that was cute lol. havent really updated but ivebeen out w. the friends the family and the john..yes he gets his own category lol. Tomorrow hittin up the ocean woo whoo doubt ill go in cuz itll be really cold but eh oh well lol.

sunday goin with john to jamestown for the night wooo whoo! lol that will be a good 4th of july.

july 9-16 probaly goin to maine w. jen her mommy her sister and her neice.. woo whoo!

july 17- ******WIIIICCCKKKEEDDDDDD********** ahhh! lol goin to ny for the day w. the madre and jen and her madre yay!

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[29 Jun 2004|11:26am]
Leave me an anonymous letter with any/all/some of the following;
A secret
A crush
A compliment
A death threat
A love note
A song
A picture
Or a poem
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new layout [28 Jun 2004|12:42am]
[ mood | blah ]

Well im bored enough to do a new layout lol i hope ya like it cuz i do. :)

i figured its a bit brighter even tho juliets got a gun to her head..::shrugs:: eh.

its 12:43 and im not tired at alll urghh

well i got kens party tomorrow so wooo whoo!!


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at jens.. [26 Jun 2004|12:32am]
im at jens now...we had movie night and it felt good to hang out w. em cuz i havent seen them all since school got out

now were here watchin comedy central and jens playing some romance songs for cassie and brandon...awwww lol

eh ill update later
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[21 Jun 2004|08:34pm]
[ mood | blank ]

You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me
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ugh [21 Jun 2004|03:09am]
[ mood | awake ]

its 3 am...and im awake..i cant sleep...ggrrrr lol and i think john actually fell asleep damn him the night he sleeps i cant...urgh..::sends brain messages...john wake up...go online...plleaaaseee::

well i found my digitil camera..yea its like reallly old so i got bored and made john a poster lol he made me one because hes jealous of my picatures of orlando on my wall so i told him if he had i poster i would put it up..and he made one..and i put it up lol so hers the results of my camera crazyness

eh screw it couldnt get it to work....derr...

i want to go to beeeddddd

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